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incl. one (1) existential crisis; do not mix with alcohol or a broken heart (Legends of Tomorrow, Sara/Ava)
We Should Kiss Like Real People Do (Legends of Tomorrow, Sara/Ava)
Birds of the Eastern Seaboard (Person of Interest, female!Harold Finch)
The Crackpots and These Women (Game of Thrones, Sansa/Margaery)
Better Not Wake The Baby (The Handmaid's Tale, June/Serena)
The Casterly Rock Job (Game of Thrones, Dany/Yara)
And I Fall (Call of the Wild Remix) (A Song of Ice and Fire, Sansa)
Who'll Play Me In The Movie Of Our Lives (Ocean's 8, Amita/Daphne)
Stuck in the Middle (of the Time Stream) With You (Legends of Tomorrow, Sara/Ava)

My Favourite Story This Year?

We Should Kiss Like Real People Do got jossed as soon as S4 started, but I still really like the idea of a relationship between time travellers where five years have passed for one of them while, like, three days have passed for the other. Plus, my summary for this fic was: "Ava, I swear to God that if you're about to tell me that you're Jax's baby momma I'm going to have to take my hand out of your pants." which tells you nothing, but still makes me chuckle.

My Best Story This Year?

The Crackpots and These Women

Okay, I spent a worrying amount of time this year writing a femslash-y Game of Thrones/West Wing/Veep fusion, but at least it was quite a good weird femslash-y Game of Thrones/West Wing/Veep fusion.

Most Surprising Story?

I am a creature of habit, me. So my biggest surprise was that I wrote in not one but three new fandoms this year. Legends of Tomorrow, The Handmaid's Tale, and Ocean's 8.

Most Disappointing Story?

I experienced many, many feelings about Sara/Ava in the first part of the year, and I'd wrote a couple of fics about them comparatively easily. I'd even gone so far as to try and game femslashex sign ups so as to write about them again. So I was bummed when having achieved that I drew a complete blank, panicked, and wrote the fic-by-the-numbers Stuck in the Middle (of the Time Stream) With You at the very last minute.

Favourite First Line?

Serena Joy fucking Waterford.

Favourite Last Line?

"Yes," Harriet had said, with the tight grimace she usually reserved for men who told her to smile, "people often are."

Story Most Unappreciated By The Universe?

Look, I knew the audience for a Dany/Yara criminals AU was going to be, er, a bit limited. Plus, my Dany centric fic always gets a slightly weird reaction because people really hate Dany and feel like they need to tell me this.

Quick tip: if you find yourself starting a comment with I usually hate thing because of many reasons, but write out your comment, and then delete everything up to and including but before hitting post.

But I had so much fun writing The Casterly Rock Job and I wish more people had had fun reading it.

Most Fun Story?

Either The Crackpots and These Women or The Casterly Rock Job.

My new niche is highly specific Game of Thrones modern AUs featuring only female characters with no boys allowed.

Story With The Single Sexiest Moment?

I still don't write explicit sex - not so much out of prudishness as profound indifference - so none of them.

Story With The Single Sweetest Moment?

The sweet, awkward, nonsexual, 'if I don't take my shoes off while we snuggle then we're definitely still broken up' bedsharing in incl. one (1) existential crisis; do not mix with alcohol or a broken heart kind of gets to me.

Hardest Story to Write?

I was especially vexed by The Casterly Rock Job because it was a femslash-y GoT modern AU featuring Dany/Yara that I was a writing for the same person I'd written The Crackpots and These Women a femslash-y GoT modern AU featuring Dany/Yara about a fortnight previously.

One of those exchange matchup SNAFUs, I guess.

Easiest Story to Write?

I rarely write post-ep fics; I'm not often inspired, and even when I am I'm not a quick enough writer. But I, Ava left me with a lot of emotions about Ava, and her feelings, and her feelings about being a clone, and so incl. one (1) existential crisis; do not mix with alcohol or a broken heart happened.

Story I Haven't Written, But Intend To?

I have a half written Arianne/Tyene La Maupin AU that's a lot about my own feelings about my lapsed Catholicism and a half written original piece about lycathropy as metaphor for the menopause and also being Scottish.

They've been on the docket since fandomtrumpshate in, jeepers, January. And because they're for two people I really like (hey, guys) every time I poked at them I went 'nope, not good enough' and got myself stuck in a vicious procrastination cycle.

So, in the new year, I will remember that perfect is the enemy of both good and done, and get them finished up and posted.

Most Unintentionally Telling Story?

None, but then I wrote mostly for exchanges this year - so there was less of my id in stuff.

Story That Shifted My Own Perceptions of the Characters?

Birds of the Eastern Seaboard

I had never really thought about Harold Finch. He was there, and he was necessary for the show to work, and he was fine, but I had no particular opinions on him either way. But when I sat down to figure out how to write him as Harriet Finch I felt like I gained whole new insight into him. There was a reason why its working title was 'Harold Finch and the Unexamined Male Privilege.'

Most "Holy Crap, That's Wrong Even For You" Story?

Serena Joy Waterford is a war criminal, Gilead is the wish she made on an evil monkey's paw, she's a rapist, she's June's rapist. So Better Not Wake The Baby where June and Serena escape to Canada together with their daughter is...iffy, morally speaking. Except June and Serena have this fascinating push pull where they can't ever seem to get out of each other's orbits, where June can't help believing that there's a thimble's worth of decency in Serena, and where she is always, always disappointed. Except, except. Serena let June and the baby go.

This Year's Theme And The Story That Demonstrates It Most?

This years theme is 'meh' and is best demonstrated by everything I wrote.

To be fair, I don't think I wrote anything actively bad this year, but also nothing that topped fair-to-middling.

Looking Back, Did You Write More Fic Than You Thought You Would This Year, Less, or About What You'd Predicted?

Less. I had a big empty stretch at the start of the year when I was either looking after the dog or working all the overtime in the world to pay off her vet's bills. I had another big empty chunk at the end of the year after I'd taken up gaming as a hobby. There was a bit in the middle where I was writing, but even then I was finding it really difficult, and I wasn't happy with anything I wrote.

What Pairing/Genre/Fandom Did You Write That You Would Never Have Predicted in January 2018?

Well, Ocean's 8 wasn't out in January, but even after I saw I might have guessed that I'd write Debbie/Lou, or Debbie/Tammy, or gosh Rose/Daphne, but not Daphne/Amita. The vagaries of exchange matches strike again.

Did You Take Any Writing Risks This Year?

I guess my shiny new remix approach of: Well, there's nothing in the original fic that says this character is not a werewolf, as demonstrated in And I Fall (Call of the Wild Remix), was a bit out there.

Do You Have Any fanfic Goals For The New Year?

I want to enjoy writing again!

Date: 2018-12-17 11:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ravurian
If ever a line was more likely to cause me to slither out of the cheese and hit 'reply' than 'a half written original piece about lycanthropy as metaphor for the menopause and also being Scottish' I can't think what it would be. HALF WRITTEN. OMG.

ETA: in case it was unclear, I AM EXCITE. But, like, no pressure.
Edited Date: 2018-12-17 11:22 pm (UTC)

Date: 2018-12-18 09:22 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ravurian
I'm half-tempted to say if you need an additional eye (at whatever stage you're at, for whichever story suits), then I am absolutely down for that, but I, er, I did that for another friend recently and their 9.5k fic is now at 120k+ and climbing.

Also, at the risk of sounding slightly awkwardly teenage: I ALSO REALLY LIKE YOU

Date: 2018-12-18 12:10 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] kith_koby
Fully agreed in regards to your best story this year, as well as favorite first line (and second line, in that same fic!).

I don't know about most underappreciated. I liked it, it just... I don't like GoT nearly as much as I like aSoIaF, and Yara/Dany is weird to me because I like Asha more than Yara, and I don't like show!Dany at all.

And because they're for two people I really like (hey, guys)
Hey! Aww, thanks! But honestly, no pressure, take your time. I'd actually rather have it perfect than soon, though of course, you know your writing best.
Also, I love that it ties in to your lapsed Catholicism, because a lot of my engagement with fanfiction is in how it tells personal stories, and sometimes I fell my desire to write Kushiel fic ties into my own religious issues.

I don't know that Better Not Wake the Baby was so wrong. I felt it was very powerful, precisely because it touched onto a very interesting and deep issue with very interesting and deep characters. And yeah, Serena is fucking horrible, but she was clearly human sometimes, especially there, in the last, and I would have loved to see more of her trying to be human... so I loved that you managed to write a believable story where she did that.

I rather disagree about this year's theme. Look, 2016 and 17 were amazing years for your writing (in my opinion), but I feel a lot of it was fueled by the absolute clusterfuck 2016 was. As time passed and we all hunkered down for the inevitable fallout, we dug into comfort zones. We focused on the small things, the personal, because we felt we could affect those, unlike what happened with the major things.
Anyway, enough of my cheap psychology, my point is, I liked this year, it was meaningful in its own way, and your fics were very powerful throughout.

I quite enjoyed this year in fic meme, thank you so much for it. Now maybe have a year (or three months?) in gaming meme, please?

Date: 2018-12-18 08:32 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] kith_koby
Oh, excellent, I want to hear about your journey and if Kassandra became a resident of Lesbos in your playthrough - and what you thought of it.

Date: 2018-12-18 06:17 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] walkthegale
I am super behind on reading any fic that isn't in Critical Role fandom, but I am now super excited to read The Casterly Rock Job!

Date: 2018-12-21 11:45 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] dhampyresa
What a relatable goal for next year you have.


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